I danced! This morning, for about 2 minutes, I actually danced! Cleaning up my sewing room shelves, I found the funky bow that Nathalie had put on my birthday present last summer. I held it in my hand, and humming Begin the Beguine, I did a little candle dance with the funky twinkling bow. In my nightgown. I hummed and I danced. I thought about how it would look cool for the troupe…that’s a choreography idea! Maybe there is joy at the end of this journey after all.